Thursday March 23

Monday - woke up bright and early and went to the Hillman Cancer Center.  Met with Dr. Redner.  He examined me and said we were good to go with the chemo.  All my labs were good.  They sent me over to the infusion center and got started.  We were there for 6 hours getting the chemo injections.  Everything went well.  They set me up with the neulesta arm band and we headed home.  We got home after dinner.  We had leftovers.  I was exhausted so I make my sleepy time tea, took my meds and went to bed.  

 

Tuesday - I woke up and was really tired and weak.  I layed around and stayed in bed most of the morning.  I got up and had sloppy joes for lunch.  After lunch I took my meds and layed back down.  I just chilled and watched tv most of the day.  I'm hooked on Say Yes to the Dress.  Don't ask me why.  I just love the show!  Colin got me up to have dinner.  He made me a chicken cordon blue sandwich.  It was delicious!!  He's a great cook.  After dinner I went to bed.

Wednesday - we got up bright and early to go in to clinic.  Feeling a little better and have a little more energy.  They drew my labs and checked everything.  All my labs were good.  I didn't need any supplements.  We talked to Dr. Cruz about my gtube site.  I am having a lot of output.  They have to go in and surgically place a clip in order for it to heal but can't do it until the chemo drugs are out of my system. He said that he would have Mary look into scheduling me an appointment for it.  In the meantime he had consulted the wound care nurse.  We also talked to him about moving back to Lancaster and he said that we could.  So....Come April 2, we should be moved back!!!  I'm so excited!!!   

The wound care nurse came and fitted me for an ostomy bag to put over the gtube site so that I'm not leaking out everywhere and it's confined.  She gave me a couple different things to try out.  She left and we were discharged.  We came home, grabbed leftovers for lunch and Colin packed and left.  He had to run home to tie up some loose ends at home before we come back.  I just put on my pjs and hung out watching tv.  I went to bed bright and early because I was exhausted from being up at 5.

Thursday- woke up, showered, got dressed.  Waited for my friend Matt to come over.  He took me to lunch at a new hibachi place I had never been to.  It was really good.  We ate and then he took me to the store for a couple of things.  We came back to the apartment and watched a couple episodes of Botched.  He left around 5.  I made myself a ham and cheese sandwich for dinner and layed down.  Colin got home around 7.  We hung out for a little bit and then I went to bed.  It was a nice chill day.  I had fun with Matt.  It was nice being able to spend time with him and relax.  

Tomorrow is a new day.  Have a good night.

Sunday March 19

Wednesday - snowed in.  Mom didn't have to work because of the snow.  Amber dropped Carter and Caden off and we hung out.  I was craving isaacs so mom took us to Mount Joy and we got Isaacs for lunch.  It was delicious!!!  After Isaacs we went to the grocery store to grab a couple of things.  The boys were throwing stuff in the cart.  Needless to say we ended up with all kinds of junk food.  It was pretty funny.  After lunch we went back to the house, I put on my pjs and took a nap.  I woke up and got ready to go to Shawns for dinner.  He came and got me around 6.  Courtney made spaghetti with meat sauce and garlic bread for dinner.  It was really good.   They showed me where they booked their honeymoon.  We found wedding invites and Courtney ordered them.  We also looked at a couple of bridesmaid dresses.  It was a pretty productive evening.  Shawn took me home.  I put on my pjs and went to bed.

Thursday - woke up, showered and got dressed.  Went downstairs and had cereal for breakfast.  Colin picked me up and took me to the health campus to have labs drawn.  We weren't there long at all.  It was quick and painless.  He dropped me back off at my parents and I did some laundry and straightened up the kitchen.  I made myself comfy on the couch and watched The Real Housewives and golden girls.  Mom got home around 3 and we ran to the mall.  We got there and she got a phone call asking her to go in to work so we left.  We weren't there very long at all.  She dropped me off at the house, got dressed and left for work.  Dad came home around 5 and I watched tv with him for a little bit.  Bobby picked me up at 5:30 so I could go watch the boys at their karate practice.  They are really good. It was a lot of fun to watch.  After karate we went to Arby's for dinner.  Bobby dropped me back off at mom's and I watched tv with dad for a little bit.  I got ready for bed and was asleep by around 10.

Friday - the twins didn't have school and Amber had the day off so we went to Oregon Dairy for breakfast.  The boys love buffets and I can't eat at a buffet so we went there because they have a regular menu you can order off of as well as a huge breakfast buffet.  We ate breakfast and then went to the mall.  I got a purse backpack because my purses are difficult to carry right now.  It's really cute.  It's pink, teal and brown with little owls on it and it was only $10!!!  I also had a little mishap with my suitcase and the zipper ripped so we went and looked at the luggage.  I scored a decent suitcase with spinner wheels for $29!  Each piece of the luggage in the set was 29.  I got the mid size one.  I need a decent suitcase since we will be doing a lot of back and forth traveling to Pittsburgh since we will hopefully be moving back in April.  Mom also got me a nice water bottle that is no spill.  It was on clearance for $1.99.  It was a very productive trip.  Amber even scored some jeans cheap and got Bobby a St Pattys Day tshirt.  We left the mall and went back to mom's.  Jen, Bill and Ally flew in from Florida and were at the Hager's so I had mom drop me off so I could visit a little bit.   She took the boys bowling and I hung out with Mehgan and Jen and everyone for a couple of hours.  Mom picked me up and we went to The Dollar Tree because the boys had "dollars" they wanted to spend.  It was dinner time so mom called dad to see if he wanted something for dinner.  He wanted Burger King so we went through the drive through and headed home.   We ate dinner and set up the dining room table in the kitchen so we could play ping pong.  The boys found paddles in the garage and we bought balls when we went to the store the other day.  They played ping pong for about an hour.  I played a little bit.  They were funny.  They would yell at me if I tried to pick the ball up if it fell.  They would tell me to wait and they would go get it for me.  They are so protective.  After ping pong I was getting really tired.  We went to the living room and watched The Little Rascals.  About halfway through the movie I went to bed.  Carter and Caden slept on the couch in the living room.  

Saturday - Caden snuck into my room around 7 and asked if I was going to come have breakfast with him. I got up and ready and went downstairs.  We ate breakfast and played for a little bit until Amber and Bobby came to pick them up.  I have been having a lot of leaking on my g tube site and needed some more dressings so I asked amber to take me to Kmart to see what they had.  We looked in the first aid aisle and there really wasn't much that would work like I need it to.  We went to the baby aisle and got some diapers.  I figured it was worth another shot.  We left Kmart and she took me home.  I got dressed and ready because Amanda's parents were coming to get me for the twins 2nd birthday party.  They picked me up a little before 11.  She had a Sesame Street birthday party.  It was a lot of fun and a little chaotic.  They had really gone all out with the theme.  It was really cute.  The twins opened their gifts, we ate lunch and then they had their cupcakes.  They were a mess!  After cake they went upstairs for their nap.  I got ready, said my goodbyes and Butch took me back home.  When I got there dad was watching tv.  I sat on the recliner and relaxed.  I took a little cat nap.  Around 4, I got ready and dad dropped me off at Mehgan's so we could go to dinner.  I hung out at Mehgan's until it was time to leave for dinner.  It was nice catching up with Jen and Bill too.  I hadn't seen her in forever.  I miss my girls!!!  

We left and went to dinner.  We went to JB Dawson's.  I had potato soup and a pork BBQ sandwich.  It was really good.   We sat and talked and got caught up for a few hours.   After dinner they took me home.  We had a nice visit.  We said our goodbyes and they left.  I put on my pjs and hung out with mom and dad for a little bit.  I went upstairs and got everything packed up and ready to leave in the morning.  I went to bed.

Sunday - woke up before 6.  Took my meds.  Got showered and dressed.  Gathered up my last minute things and went downstairs.  Mom and Dad woke up and we watched tv until Colin came to get me.  We went to Park City Diner for breakfast with Brooke, David, Max, Grayson, Libby, Cyndee, Quinn, Phenix and Ireland.  It was nice to see everyone and hang out before we hit the road.  We left directly from breakfast and headed back to Pittsburgh.  The drive was ok.  We hit a lot of traffic.  There were police everywhere on the turnpike.  I've never seen so many in all our travels.  We made it to Pittsburgh before 2.  We got home, unpacked and got everything ready for my chemo appointment Monday.  Colin ran to the store to get me orange juice and milk.  He picked up sandwiches at UNO for dinner.  We had dinner and I layed down and chilled out for a little bit.  I got out of bed, took my nighttime meds and went to bed.  Tomorrow is Monday.  I have my 6th and hopefully last chemo treatment.  Keep me in your prayers that I will be cancer free after this!!  I will post more later.  Have a good day!!

 

      

Tuesday March 14

Monday morning we were up bright and early to go in to 7West (clinic) for my labs and a check up.  We got there at 6.  My friend Patty and her husband got there the same time we did.  We were taken back to a room and Patty was put in the room next to us.  They drew my labs and Bill came in to check on me.  When the labs came back I was low on mag so they gave me iv mag which runs over two hours.  I also needed a pantanomine breathing treatment so they gave that to me as well.  While I was waiting I kept going over me visiting Patty next door.

The doctors made their rounds and said everything looked good.  He said we don't have to go back until next Wednesday since chemo is on Monday.  We had packed up the car on Sunday in preparation to head to Lancaster on Monday if given the ok.  We were given the ok so we left the hospital and hit the road.   

The ride was pretty quick and painless.  We stopped once and grabbed lunch and went to the bathroom.  We got in to Lancaster a little before 3.  I am staying with my parents.  My mom was working so I hung out with my dad until bedtime and I put on my pjs and went to bed.  Nothing too exciting.

Today I woke up, took my meds, layed in bed for a little bit.  I got up and showered and went downstairs and made breakfast.  Lancaster was hit with a snow storm.  Not as bad as they were calling for but there's about a foot.  Dad went out and was snow blowing the driveway.  Mom and I stayed in the house.  She made peanut butter Tandy cakes and got meatloaf ready for dinner.  We watched tv for a little bit and then put in a movie.   We watched Manchester by the Sea.  It wasn't what I thought but it was a good movie.  After the movie mom took a nap and dad and I watched tv.  He put dinner in and we had meatloaf and mashed potatoes.  It was pretty good.  I was really looking forward to it.  After dinner we put in another movie.  I'm watching it now.  I think it's War Dogs.  So far I'm not impressed but I'll finish it and see if I change my mind.  I'm heading to bed after the movie.  Have a good night!!  I'll post more later.  

Sunday March 12

Wedynesday- was up bright and early.  Had a pretty sleepless night.  I was having a lot of back pain.  Colin came in around 6 and brought me a yummy hot chocolate.   

Bill wandered in around 7.  My labs all looked pretty good.  They needed to give me iv antibiotics and also some replacements.  He said I was probably going to need a unit of blood as well but he wanted to check with Dr. Cruz to be sure.  He left and I ordered my breakfast.   I changed it up a little and had pancakes.  A little after breakfast the team made their rounds.   Dr. Cruz said that he wanted to give me a unit of blood and the antibiotics but after that was all done we could be discharged.  That was exciting news!!!  Colin and I worked on some stuff on the computer for the golf tournament.  We are trying to get a head start this year.  It kept us busy until we were able to be discharged.   My Iv's weren't done until around 4 so we didn't get out of there until close to 5.   We came home, I put on my pjs, we ate dinner and I went to the bedroom to lay down.  It was a long day but well worth it to be able to sleep in my own bed.

Thursday - I slept pretty decent.  I was having a lot of pain, but managed the best I could to get through it throughout the night.  I cocooned myself in my heated blanket and that helped a little bit.  

I got up and showered and dressed.  Colin left and went for a walk because it was pretty nice out.  I didn't really do much of anything.  He got home and we ran to the store to grab a couple of necessities but didn't get much because we are hopefully going to be able to make a trip home for the weekend if clinic goes well on Monday.  I spent the rest of the day in my pjs laying in bed.  I did some laundry and organized my closet a little bit.  Other than that it was a pretty uneventful day.  I went to bed around 8 and fell asleep pretty early.  

Friday- Slept pretty decent.  I fell asleep around 10 and slept straight through until about 4 which is pretty good for me.  I got up and showered and dressed.  I wanted to get out of the house so I convinced Colin to take me to the outlets to walk around and get some fresh air.  He agreed and we left and headed to the outlets.   We walked around and got away with not buying anything.  It was a nice walk but got really cold and started snowing.  We left and stopped at Waffle House for lunch on the way home.  I can't say I've ever been to a Waffle House.  I had a peanut butter waffle and hash browns and Colin got eggs and hash browns. No meat for lent.  It only cost $15 for everything and we had leftovers.  It was a pretty good deal and the Waffle I had was amazing.  We left there and went home.  I put on my pjs and took a nap.  We had leftovers for dinner.  I was in bed by 8.  I was really tired.

Saturday-  Woke up early.  I didn't sleep well at all.  I didn't fall asleep until about 4am.  It was a pretty rough night.  Colin left early and went for a walk.  I stayed in bed til about 9 and got up, showered and dressed.  I put on another pair of pjs and got motivated.  I made sloppy joes so we had them for lunch and marinated some chicken breasts to prep for dinner.   We spent a couple of hours organizing and packing some clothes so we can hopefully be moved out of here by mid April.  We are hopefully heading back to Lancaster for a visit this week.   We made dinner.  Italian marinated chicken breast sandwiches.  They were pretty good.  We had asparagus and broccoli cheese noodles too.  After dinner we went through the next two weeks and layed out all my medicines.  It took a little while to do it.  After, I layed down and went to bed. 

Sunday -I slept a little better last night.  I was up bright and early.  Colin got up and went for a walk.  He came home and I got up and motivated.  Colin cleaned the house and then dropped me off at target so that he could vacuum and dust.  He doesn't like me in the house when he is vacuuming because of the dust particles.  He came and picked me up.  He brought me home.  We had leftover sloppy joes for lunch.  After lunch Colin left to run errands.  I watched tv and waited for him to come home.  He came home and we left to go grab dinner.  We don't have a single thing in the refrigerator.  We are trying to keep things to a minimum.  We still have some Cheesecake Factory gift cards so we went there for dinner.   Let me tell you.....completely disappointed!!!  We ordered an appetizer.  It came out right away.  We ordered dinner. Colin ordered shrimp tacos and I ordered chicken enchiladas.  It took about 45 mins and the waitress finally came over and said that they burned the shrimp so they were making more and she was sorry about the wait.  Our food came about 20 minutes later.  My enchiladas were dry and tasted burnt.  I told the waitress and she took the food back.  I waited about 15 minutes longer and they brought me a new plate.  They weren't very good.  I was seriously disappointed in my meal.  Colin wasn't thrilled with his either.  Every time we have eaten there in the past we have been extremely happy with it and had no issues.  I usually love my food.  Maybe they were just having a bad day or maybe it's just what we ordered.  We left dinner and came home.   We packed up our bag and got ready for clinic tomorrow.  Hopefully all my labs are good and they give us the ok to head back to Lancaster for a few days.  Fingers crossed!!  I will post more later.  Have a good night. 

Tuesday March 7

Friday - I was having a lot of pain in my leg and hip so I stayed in bed all day.  We thawed some chili we had in the freezer and I made some cornbread muffins and that's what we had for dinner.  Lunch was leftovers.  Colin spent the day doing laundry.  For two people we make a lot of dirty laundry.  That was our exciting Friday!  

Saturday - I was feeling a little better and it was a beautiful day except for the high of 30 temperature.  I got showered and dressed and we decided to go to the outlets to walk around.  They have really nice outlets here.  I was excited to get out of the house.  We bundled up and went to Tanger.  It is so much nicer than the tanger outlets in Lancaster.  Colin pushed me around in the wheelchair.  We spent about two hours browsing and looking around.  They have different stores then we have at our outlets.  We left the outlets around lunchtime so we stopped at Kings Restaurant to grab a quick, inexpensive lunch.  I see commercials for them all the time and have never been to one.  It was kind of like a Denny's.  I ordered pot roast and Colin had a Cobb salad.  Mine was really good.  I had a lot left over.  We ate and headed back home.  We got home and I was starting to have pain again so I put on my pjs and relaxed.  I ended up getting out my heated blanket because I was freezing.  I cocooned myself in the blanket and watched the Say Yes to the Dress marathon.  I'm hooked on that show!  We had leftovers for dinner and I went to bed.  

Sunday - I woke up in a lot of pain.  I showered and changed into a different set of pjs.  Colin left to run some errands and I took a nap.  He got home and we watched tv.  I started to feel hot and cold so I took my temperature.  I had a fever of 100.7.  We waited about an hour and took it again.  It went down a little to 99.7.  We waited another hour and took it and it was 101.7.  We called the coordinator to let her know and see what she thought we should do.  She told us to go to the emergency room and that they needed to draw blood cultures to rule out infection.  It was about 5, so we ate dinner, grilled cheese and potato soup and got ready to go to the hospital.  I packed a couple outfits because I had a feeling they would keep me.  We left and headed to the ER.  The coordinator called to let them know we were coming so when we got there they took us to a room almost immediately.  The ER doctor came in and ordered the blood work and a chest X-ray.  The on-call small bowel resident came to see me and said they were going to admit me for observation.  They got me a room and got me settled.  Colin went home and I went to bed.  

Monday - Bill came in in the morning and said they were going to send me for a Ct scan of my face and an MRI of my back.  The Ct scan of my face is because I have what started as a pimple and swelled up my entire cheek and eye.  They think there is some sort of infection going on.  The MRI of my back is to see if the fracture on my sacrum is healing or if something else is going on causing all my pain.  He checked my g-tube site and changed the dressing.  He left and I ordered my breakfast.  I had a bacon egg and cheese English muffin.  Hospital food is the greatest. (Sense my sarcasm).  Dr. Cruz and the team made their rounds and he confirmed what Bill told me.  I also needed some replacements.  My potassium was low and so was my mag.  He also put me on Iv antibiotics to try and knock out any source of infection before it gets worse.  My white cell counts were really low so they put me on neutropenic precautions.   That basically means anyone that comes into my room has to wear a mask and gown.  The team left and I layed in bed.  They came and got me for the Ct scan in the morning.  It was quick and painless.  They brought me back to my room and I layed in bed.  Colin and I just hung out most of the day.  Bill stopped back in to let us know the results of the Ct scan.  He said it's cellulitis on my cheek which basically means infected tissues.  He ordered an ointment to put on it and said we are going to continue the antibiotics.  He also told us that the blood cultures were negative which is a good thing.  Colin left around dinner.  The nurse came in around 5 and said they were going to come soon to take me for the MRI.  They came and got me around 5:30.  The MRI was about an hour and a half.  I was so tired from not sleeping the night before that I actually fell asleep.  Not sure how with all the loud grinding and cluncking noises.  They gave me earplugs so it helped.  I got back to my room around 8.  When I got back I smacked on some cheese curls Colin had left and layed down.  I missed dinner.  It was too late to eat anyway.  The nurse came in finally around 8:30 and gave me my meds.  A lot of them were wrong.  I went over everything with her and she gave me the ones I needed.  She came back in an hour later and gave me my 8:00 meds.  At this point it was after 11:00.  She hooked me up to some antibiotics via iv and was in and out of my room most of the night with different things.  In the morning she gave me my 6am meds but only gave me 2.  When I asked her about the other ones I needed to take she told me she would let the day nurse know.  She was probably one of the laziest nurses I've had.  She basically blew me off and wouldn't change the times in the computer and left it for the poor nurse who was coming in.  I told Colin about it when he came in.  He wasn't very happy.  When the day nurse came in to evaluate me, we told her what happened and she was wonderful.  She sat with Colin and went over everything.  She changed all the orders in the computer so they were correct.  She took her time to make sure everything was right.  

Bill came in to my room bright and early.  My white cell counts are trending up so as long as that keeps happening I may be discharged on Thursday.  He said they are going to continue the antibiotics and see what tomorrow's labs show and we will go from there.  Dr. Cruz and his team came around about an hour later and  said pretty much the same thing Bill had already told me.  The MRI results still weren't back yet so he said they would let me know as soon as they had the reports.  They left and Colin and I watched tv.  Nothing too exciting.  A little after lunch Colin saw Bill and he told him that the MRI shows the fracture is still in my sacrum but is healing.  It looks a lot better than the MRI they did if it in December.  It is just taking longer to heal because of the chemo drugs and the steroids.  Once the chemo is done and out of my system, things will start to heal faster.  The steroids are still going to effect the healing process in my body but not as bad.  Bill told Colin that a lot of the pain I'm having is from the neulesta and neupogen and that I'm going to be weak and in pain as long as I'm getting the chemo drugs.  Hopefully we only have one chemo treatment left and everything will be in the clear.  Then I will finally be able to start healing and be on the road to a healthy life again.  Colin left after lunch to go home and clean up.  I stayed in bed and watched tv.  I also spent some time researching wedding stuff for Shawn and Courtney.  It gave me something to do.  Around dinner the nurse unhooked me from everything and I showered.  It felt so good!  I hadn't showered in two days because I was on a heart monitor.  After my shower I had my lovely hospital dinner comsisting of chicken noodle soup and buttered noodles.  

 

Looks delicious doesn't it!!!

After dinner I got into bed and chilled out.  I'm in bed now watching tv and chilling out.  My nurse today was awesome.  She was on top of everything and was pleasant and knowledgeable.  She was a breath of fresh air compared to the nurse overnight.  I didn't have to wait for anything and she answered my call bell immediately every time I pushed it.  It's 7 now so she's going home for the day.  I hope that I have a better nurse tonight.  We will see.   

I have to say.....chemo affects people differently and there is a wide array of side effects.  I feel like I am extremely lucky because I haven't had too many side effects.  There are people who are extremely nauseous and have bouts of vomiting etc.  I have heard horror stories of side effects from chemo.  There are people who get so sick they live in their bathrooms because as soon as they move they get sick.  There are others who are in so much pain that they can't function or do normal daily activities that we take for granted.   I feel blessed that God has helped me through this and know that I could have it much worse.  I can get through this and will get through this.  I believe that my faith and prayer will help me through.  I pray for those who are extremely ill and have horrible side effects from the treatments.  It is a horrible feeling.  

I am going to bed now.  Please take the time to say a little prayer for me and for those who are undergoing treatment and need the support.  I will update you later.  Have a good night! 

Thursday March 2

Can you believe it's March already?!?!   It's crazy how time flies.  It's almost going to be a year since my transplant.  I'm so blessed to have been able to come this far.  It's amazing what my body has endured and I have God to thank for that.  He has definitely tested me but guided me through as well.  

Yesterday I went to 7West in clinic.  Everything looked good on my labs.  Dr Gonoza was happy with everything and I didn't need any supplements.  The main problem I'm having right now is my back, hip and leg pain.  He is going to have me consult with an orthopedic doctor to see what is going on.  They are supposed to schedule an appointment and get back to me.  Hopefully that will give me some answers.  After clinic we headed home and had lunch.  I made buffalo chicken sliders.   They were really hot.  I added lots of blue cheese to mine to cut the heat.  

After lunch I layed down for a little bit.  I got out of bed around 4 and showered.  We went to the book store to get out of the house for a little bit.  We came back home and I got ready for bed.  We layed out all my medicines for the week and I went to bed.

I had a pretty sleepless night last night.  I was having a lot of pain and was uncomfortable.  Today is just going to be a lazy day.  I'm having pain and am going to try and take it easy to hopefully illeviate the discomfort somewhat.  They changed a couple of my meds and have me wearing a lidocaine patch 12 hours out of the day.  We are hoping it will help.  I'm just starting it today.  They also have me wearing compression socks because I'm so swollen from the steroids.  It's crazy the side effects medicines can have.  Ive gained a lot of weight from them and everything I've read about it basically tells you there's not much you can do.  It's really frustrating because I don't have the energy to exercise and until we know what's going on with my pain they want me to keep activity at a minimal so I don't cause more damage.  Hopefully we will know more soon.  

I'm going to lay down now and try to take a nap.  My evening is going to consist of making hamburgers for dinner and going to bed.  I hope you have a good rest of your day.  I will post more later.  

Tuesday February 28

Chemo went ok on Monday.  It was a very long day.  We got home a little after 4.  We were both exhausted so we ordered a pizza and relaxed and watched tv.  I went to bed around 8.

Tuesday was a lazy day.  Colin went out in the morning and ran a few errands.  I stayed home because I was having a lot of hip, back and leg pain.  I layed around all day and didn't do much.  I got up and moving around 3:30 and got dinner together.  I made lasagna with garlic bread.  It was pretty good.  I made it a little healthier using fat free cheeses and whole grain noodles.  After dinner we realized it was fascnaught day.  Colin ran to the store to get fascnaughts but apparently they don't know what they are in Pittsburgh so we had to settle for their version which they call paczkis.  Basically a filled donut.  We shared one for good luck.  After I cleaned up the dinner mess I did some laundry and went to bed.  Have to be up bright and early for clinic in the morning.   I will post an update later.  Have a good day!!